You Give Them Something--August 4, 2026

You Give Them Something--August 4, 2026

When it was evening, the disciples came to him and said, “This is a deserted place, and the hour is now late; send the crowds away so that they may go into the villages and buy food for themselves.” Jesus said to them, “They need not go away; you give them something to eat.” They replied, “We have nothing here but five loaves and two fish.” And he said, “Bring them here to me.” (Matthew 14:15-18)

Jesus' disciples don't mean to be rude--they think they are being realistic.

As this scene unfolds from the passage many of us heard in worship this past Sunday, it's clear that Jesus' disciples simply think there's nothing else to be done but to dismiss the crowds who have been listening to Jesus so they can get home and get their own suppers.  This is not a matter of hospitality to them, but of crowd control. Jesus had gone off by himself first, you will recall, and it was the crowds that came out to him seeking his help.  So this was not a matter of Jesus having invited a big gathering for an all-day teaching workshop and then not having thought through how to provide a meal for the attendees. This was more like Jesus had tried to go on personal retreat, was hounded by people who wanted his help, and then decided he would not only cure their sicknesses but also would feed them.  The disciples aren't trying to be rude or bad hosts: they just realize that they are not in a position to do anything to solve the problem of feeding a crowd of thousands.

And in fairness to the disciples, too, the dinner question is not a matter of life and death.  Sure, people get cranky when they are hungry or if their blood sugar drops too low, but delaying an evening meal by having to walk all the way home to eat still seems pretty manageable for most people.  As far as the disciples are concerned, the most compassionate thing Jesus can do right now is just to send the people away so they can all fend for themselves.  After all, he didn't promise a free supper, so no harm, no foul.  The disciples are just trying to be as politely practical as possible when they advise Jesus to dismiss everybody for the night.

Jesus' response to these level-headed disciples is what changes everything.  "You give them something to eat," he says, almost as if he believes it is the most obvious thing in the world.  But the disciples cannot reasonably be expected to have planned for something like this, can they?  When they got up that morning, not a one of them had even an inkling that Jesus would wander off into the middle of nowhere, be tracked down by thousands of people who would then want to hang around with Jesus until sundown.  And certainly none of them imagined that such a large crowd would come unprepared for bringing their own suppers.  But Jesus just looks at them and says, "You feed them." Not because the disciples "owe" it to anybody, but because that is the nature of the Reign of God.  

That's it, I believe.  Jesus' first impulse in view of the hungry crowds is that he and his followers should feed them all, not because there is some rule of social expectation that says they must, or because they have some transactional requirement, but because that is what God is like.  In the kingdom of God, everybody gets to eat.  Throughout the Bible, God's character, from the manna in the wilderness to the story of Elijah and the jar of meal that provided the widow with food through the famine, to the prophets' repeated calls for the people to share their bread with the hungry poor, has always been oriented toward making sure everybody gets enough to eat.  Jesus has come to embody the God of the Scriptures--to show us in his words, actions, and presence, what it is like where God reigns.  So it makes perfect sense that Jesus directs his disciples to feed the multitudes, because they are meant to be learning how to participate in God's reign, too.  They are being formed to act, speak, and think in ways that reflect God's character, by being in Jesus' presence.  When Jesus says to the disciples, "You give them something to eat," it is his way of bringing them into the work that God is doing in Jesus.

Now, as those of us who have heard this story before already know, Jesus will bring something to the situation that is beyond the power of his disciples on their own. By Jesus' power, at the breaking and blessing and sharing of the loaves, there will be enough not only to feed the thousands there, but twelve baskets full of leftovers, as well.  But the disciples are a part of this moment, too. Jesus invites them to share in this moment and to be agents through whom God feeds hungry people, just because that is the sort of thing on God's heart.  This isn't a "You have to do this if you want to get full credit for taking my class" sort of moment; it is, rather, "You are being pulled into God's action in the world, and I want you to get to share in it."  It's not a "have to" sort of thing, so much as a "get to" kind of experience.

This is what Jesus is constantly doing with his disciples as he empowers them to share in his work, which is always the work of revealing God's Kingdom (or, if you like, the work of unveiling the policy priorities of the Yahweh Administration). Jesus heals people, yes, and he also sends his disciples out to heal others.  Jesus welcomes outcasts to his table, and then dares his disciples to extend their tables as well.  Jesus lifts up the lowly, and he trains his disciples to do the same. And he does all of those things, not as a prerequisite for achieving or earning a spot on his team, but because the whole point for them has been to experience God's Reign more fully.  Jesus didn't call disciples merely to be a traveling audience to watch him perform amazing stunts; he called them to share in the work that flows from the character of God.  Disciples learn to feed people because Jesus is about the business of feeding people--and Jesus cares about feeding people because that is the very heart of God.  Jesus is not only teaching us "This is what God's Reign is like," but shaping us to participate in what God's Reign is like ourselves.  That's what we're here for.

So when I hear folks wonder why it is worth it for a congregation out in the comfortable and well-fed suburbs to support and volunteer at a weekly meal hosted by fellow disciples in a particularly impoverished neighborhood of the city, I think of Jesus' response to his disciples. When I hear church folks in the United States ask why we bother to raise money or send supplies to folks rebuilding after disasters or wars in far-flung places all over the world, I think of Jesus' invitation to his followers. Helping to make sure everybody gets to eat isn't just "someone else's job", but rather it is part of God's work in the world, because it is God's own priority in the Kingdom that everybody gets to eat.  Jesus turns to us still, like he did to Peter, James, John and the rest of the group frozen with that deer-in-the-headlights look on their eyes, and he says once again to us, "You give them something to eat," precisely because that is what God cares about.  Giving people daily bread, just because they exist, is one of the top policy priorities of the Yahweh Administration--Jesus is just trying to let us be a part of what God is already doing in the world, rather than us missing out.

Will we take up the invitation Jesus has given to us?  Will we let ourselves be pulled into the work God is already committed to in the world?  And will we allow ourselves to be more fully alive knowing that we got to be a part of the revealing of God's Reign as we help to pass out the broken bread Jesus puts into our hands so that we might share it with the next person... until everybody gets to eat?  That sounds like a day... or a life... well-spent.

Lord Jesus, place daily bread in our hands that we might share it with the neighbors around us who are hungry, too.

How To Resist Evil (Without Resorting to Evil)--August 3, 2026

How To Resist Evil (Without Resorting to Evil)--August 3, 2026

"Now when Jesus heard [about the beheading of John the Baptizer,] he withdrew from there in a boat to a deserted place by himself. But when the crowds heard it, they followed him on foot from the towns. When he went ashore, he saw a great crowd, and he had compassion for them and cured their sick." (Matthew 14:13-14)

As many times as I have heard this passage and read this story (as we did this past Sunday in worship), I don't think it ever registered with me that the miracle we call the Feeding of the Five Thousand begins, at least in Matthew's telling, with the looming shadow of state violence against Jesus' forerunner, John.  What a set up for a story of miraculous abundance!  What a dark and foreboding introduction to the scene, you know?

The way these verses frame the story is important. They remind us that the Powers of the Day are always looking to snuff out any spark of criticism and to stomp out any resistance to their rule.  John the Baptizer had landed himself into trouble with the Roman puppet-king Herod for criticizing the fact that Herod took his brother's wife for himself. That prophetic stance speaking truth to power cost John his head, and when news of John's violent demise reached Jesus, he was of course distraught. Of course, part of the heaviness of the moment was pure grief: even though Matthew's version of the story only has John and Jesus interact a handful of times, Luke tells us that they are cousins, and presumably they would have grown up knowing one another.  So taking that into consideration, part of Jesus' need to withdraw is surely just his own personal mourning over a relative.

But there's more to it than that, as well.  John didn't just pass away quietly and peacefully from a long illness after a full and well-lived life, after all.  He was murdered by a jealous ruler who wanted him silenced--his death is a travesty of justice, and at least at the present moment, it looks like Herod is going to get away with it.  Like so many despotic governments in history, the Herod dynasty (going back to Herod "the Great") has no trouble at all with disappearing people who speak up against their rule, and that is a terrible truth to have to bear.  Jesus isn't only grieving for his cousin, friend, and fellow prophet--he is surely also grieving what it says about their society that Herod and his ilk can act with impunity like that.

And of course, Jesus also knows that what happens to John is surely a foretaste of what is in store for him.  Jesus, after all, will take up the very same message that John had announced in his ministry: "The Reign of God has come near!  Turn around and be a part of it!" If John was truly a prophet sent by God and he was not spared such a gruesome fate, then Jesus cannot expect to be spared the same, or similar, fate.  If it were not clear already for Jesus, this certainly removes any doubt that there is a cross in store for him.  And so it is certainly understandable that Jesus would need to step back, regroup, and respond to what has happened to John.

Surely some of his friends and disciples would have advised him to just lay low for a while, maybe to hide out away from the public until the heat was off.  Others might have told him, "Maybe if John just wouldn't have gotten so political, things would have been different." Maybe some in Jesus' circles would have just advised him to give up on being a public figure at all and to go back to working with his hands like Joseph had.  Jesus has to take a beat here to consider what is the right way to respond to the situation.  There were certainly several options: retreat and stop speaking up against the likes of Herod? Raise up a militia to launch a coup and try to kill Herod out of vengeance and then crown himself king in his place?  Hide forever? React in outrage and violence? Run away somewhere safe on the one hand, or incite a riot in protest on the other?  How do you resist the powers of evil when they are clearly willing to employ cruel and brutal tactics like beheading John?

And maybe even more importantly, how do you resist those powers without giving into their tactics and resorting to evil yourself?

That's the hardest part of this situation, I'm sure.  It would be easy if we were in Jesus' sandals to justify lashing back out in violence against Herod and his cronies--to kill one of Herod's soldiers, or to launch an assault on someone in the royal family.  It would have been tempting to think, "Why not try to get rid of Herod himself and replace him? I am a the TRUE King of the Jews, after all--I could just move things along a little faster and take the crown for myself now!"  It would certainly have been easy to let raw emotion provoke a reaction without any forethought or consideration of consequences and to mount a violent attack to try and get revenge.  Or, had Jesus been in a more cynical mood, he could have just given up all together and decided there was no use in resisting evil at all, and just to let Herod's violence and cruelty go unaddressed.  Maybe he could have even tried to join the ranks of Herod's loyal subjects--after all, if you can't beat 'em, join 'em, right?

Jesus, of course, does no such thing.  He neither gives in to the despairing thought that evil cannot be resisted, nor does he surrender to the impulse to answer violence and cruelty with some of his own.  Jesus takes a moment to grieve, and then he responds to Herod's evil... with good.  The crowds, who are also harassed and troubled by Herod, come to seek Jesus out--and instead of withdrawing further, Jesus has compassion on them.  He heals their sicknesses, and he gives them his time. He answers the brutality of Herod with gentleness and help for those who are suffering.  He doesn't merely curse the darkness; Jesus offers light in the midst of it.

This is the calling Jesus gives to all who are a part of his movement, too: we are called to answer the rottenness so often on display in the world with decency, to respond to evil with good, and to meet cruelty with compassion.  For every act of intimidation and domination the Herods attempt, Jesus and his followers will respond with fearless love and public mercy. Every time they try to disappear someone as they did to John, Jesus' community will be a witness and will pick up the baton. We will resist evil without playing evil's game by its rules, by showing up in the world with compassion and healing.  We will, as Paul the apostle would put it to the Romans, "overcome evil with good."

Jesus was showing us how to do just that all along--it is his own way in the world, and it always has been.

Lord Jesus, prepare us to face the rottenness in the world with your kind of life-giving goodness.

Tasked with Net Work--July 31, 2026

Tasked with Net Work--July 31, 2026

[Jesus said:] “Again, the kingdom of heaven is like a net that was thrown into the sea and caught fish of every kind; when it was full, they drew it ashore, sat down, and put the good into baskets but threw out the bad. So it will be at the end of the age. The angels will come out and separate the evil from the righteous and throw them into the furnace of fire, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth." (Matthew 13:47-50)

All right, let's face it: this is a pretty harsh-sounding story on the lips of Jesus, and we might not actually want to explore it any further, because it seems so violent, hopeless, and literally damning.  Many of us heard this parable as part of a longer passage this past Sunday in worship, and I'll bet a good many of us put it out of our minds immediately after, just because it is so troubling.  

And maybe in particular, this passage just seems so different from the other kinds of stories Jesus tells--ones which are more open-ended, hopeful, and redemptive.  How does an illustration that concludes with bad fish being thrown out and "the evil" being thrown into "the furnace of fire, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth" come from the same storyteller who dared us to imagine a long-lost son being welcomed home despite all his failures and disrespect for his family, or the lender who cancels astronomical debts at the drop of a hat?  How can the same Jesus who boldly declares that God "is kind to the ungrateful and the wicked" in the Sermon on the Mount also depict people being thrown like rotten fish into the fire or the trash heap? It's understandable, then, why we might want to put these verses out of our minds and only focus on the stories that don't make us so uncomfortable.

So, fair warning: if you keep reading, we'll be resisting that urge and digging deeper into this story of Jesus rather than ignoring it or pretending it isn't there. And like a wise Bible teacher has said (I think it was Renita Weems), we will attempt to wrestle with this text like Jacob and not let go until it blesses us.  This is your last chance to close the tab, swipe to another post, or move on with your day. Here we go.

Still here? 

Ok, well, I think there are two things about this parable that need to be said, while admitting that the imagery of comparing anybody to a rotten fish makes us squirm.  The first is that this story is ultimately about the triumph of good over evil.  Does rottenness get the last word at the end of the day?  No--not at all, Jesus insists. For folks in Jesus' audience, who saw daily evidence of the cruelty and corruption of the Roman Empire, or the crookedness and cheating of tax collectors from among their own people, or the frequent hypocrisy of the Respectable Religious Leaders, it sometimes had to look like wickedness was invincible and inevitable.  If all your life, you've seen crooks get away with their schemes and brutal tyrants go unpunished and unthwarted, it is actually a word of hope to have Jesus say, "When all is said and done, their violence and cruelty will not get the last word.  And their rottenness will not ultimately corrupt or contaminate what is good and beautiful and worthy."  Despots and dictators like to imagine that they will reign forever and their legacies will be eternally enshrined in marble statues, triumphal arches, and engraved stone monuments--and here Jesus dismisses all of them like bad fish.  If you have been suffering under the bootheel of some wicked empire, it is deeply good news to hear Jesus say they will not rule forever.  They do not have God's endorsement or approval, no matter what they say, and God will not let them get the last laugh.  In a time like ours, too, despots and autocrats around the world often seek to break the spirits of their critics and subjects so they will give up on hoping that things could be different or better. And over against those efforts, Jesus' story insists that in the end, justice will be done, wrongs will be put right, and rottenness will not ruin goodness forever.  When we feel ourselves tempted to give up into despairing cynicism about the world, Jesus' story says, "Every cruel Caesar, every dictator, and every tyrant who thinks he's the Big Fish will eventually be tossed into the dustbin of history, don't you worry. They will not hold power or threaten you forever."  And on the days when we are at our most jaded, we need that assurance.

The second thing I think we need to see in this parable is that despite Jesus' insistence that evil will not triumph in the end, he is equally clear that is it not our job to weed out or destroy the bad fish ourselves.  Sorting out who are "the righteous" and who are "the unrighteous" is not our prerogative, much less dispatching the wicked and segregating out the good.  That is decidedly God's role, and God will use God's own heavenly host ("the angels") to do the work of sifting and separating when that is to be done.  It is not ours to resort to cruelty in order to get rid of the cruel, or to employ brutal violence in order to rid the world of the brutal and the violent.  It is up to God, both to identify evil and to dispose of it, which takes those tasks entirely out of our hands.  

And at least a part of what this means is that God is willing to live with the world as it is, in the mixture of goodness and badness together, for the present time, rather than to wipe out the whole thing in the name of throwing out the "bad fish" right now.  If you are the fisherman casting your nets into the open water, the first priority is catching whatever you can. While you are out at sea, the thing to do is just haul in as many fish as possible.  You want to get as many good fish as possible, not spend your time tossing bad ones back right away.  You can wait until you are back at the docks to worry about that.  And in Jesus' telling, if God is like the fisherman, then the immediate moment is just a time for pulling in as many people as possible--now is not the moment for zapping people, smiting people, or even labeling people as "unacceptable" or "unworthy." At the present time, the priority is reaching as many people as possible.

In this regard, the parable of the good and bad fish is much like Jesus' parable about the wheat and the weeds growing together in the same field.  Yes, Jesus assures us, there will come a time when the weeds will be pulled up and sifted out so they don't get mixed up with the good wheat.  But in the meantime, God is willing to live with wheat and weeds, "good" and "bad" together, in the world, for the sake of keeping the good.  And in that story, too, Jesus emphasizes that when the time for sifting and sorting comes, it is not our job, but God's to do.

That point is critically important: Jesus never gives his disciples authority to decide who's "in" and who's "out," or to label who is "worthy" and who is "unworthy" of God's care.  After all, the person I am certain is a hopelessly unrepentant sinner might turn out to become a dedicated witness of the gospel (ask Saul of Tarsus, aka the Apostle Paul about that).  And on the flipside, the folks who present themselves as the models of public piety might really be the religious fakers and hypocrites Jesus was constantly warning us about.  God isn't fooled, and when the time comes around for putting fish in the right bins or cutting down the harvest and sifting out the weeds, God is perfectly capable of handling that job, thank you very much.  Jesus knows full well that we (especially we Respectable Religious Folks) have a way of deputizing ourselves to rid the world of those we deem irredeemably evil, and he puts a stop to it with this parable.  Jesus has not given us permission to wipe out  indiscriminately the people we think are wicked or terrible, nor has he authorized us to label people into piles of "righteous ones" and "evil ones."  That's important to say, because history is tragically full of episodes of people using their power to kill, remove, or harm others that they have labeled "wicked" or "evil" and done so by telling themselves they have God's endorsement to do so in the name of "righteousness."  From the Crusades to the Inquisition to the Doctrine of Discovery that led to the colonization, dehumanization, and extermination of peoples in North and South America, to the Holocaust, to wars today fought in the name of "getting rid of those evildoers" we have been telling ourselves we had God's support to vanquish our opponents because THEY were wicked and WE were good--because THEY were the bad fish and WE were the ones (we told ourselves) authorized to sort through the catch in the nets.  We were wrong.  Jesus does not give us this authority; it is God's and God's alone.

In that light, this story is actually meant to put a check and a hold our impulse to do violence to others in the name of religion or righteousness.  As Blaise Pascal put it, "People never do evil so completely and cheerfully as when they do it from religious conviction." But if we actually listen to Jesus, precisely in this story, it becomes clear that God does not authorize us to destroy our enemies or wipe out those we have labeled as "wicked" or "pagan" or "unrighteous" out of some sense of being authorized to rid the world of evil. God is still committed to putting the universe right at the last, and God will indeed deal with evil in God's own way and time--but God has not authorized the followers of Jesus to launch violent crusades to wipe out the ones we think are "unrighteous." God reserves the right to turn even the staunchest opponent into a disciple, after all, and God gets to be the One who decides how to deal with human beings at our worst.  Taking this story of Jesus seriously will actually pull us back from committing monstrosities in the name of fighting monsters, and from doing evil ourselves in the name of fighting supposed evil.  We are entrusted at most with net work, not with fish sorting.

That may not make this parable a warm and fuzzy one for us, but it does tell us two things we deeply need to know for this moment in history.  God is still committed to the triumph of good and that evil will not get the last word, but that is entirely God's call for how to accomplish it, not ours.  We have hope in God's promised victory and a world put right, and we are humbled by Jesus' story to learn that we are not the ones deputized to sort out who is "good" and who is "bad." God has chosen to love us, after all, even at our worst.  Knowing that will always put a story like this in a different light.

We step out into the day now equipped with assurance that God will put things right at the last, and with the humility that God has not delegated it to us to throw anybody away like bad fish.  At this point of the voyage, at most we are just called to help pull in the nets.

Lord God, work out your victory over evil in whatever ways you see fit, and enable us to trust in your ways.

When You've Found 'The One'--July 30, 2026

When You've Found 'The One'--July 30, 2026

[Jesus said:] “Again, the kingdom of heaven is like a merchant in search of fine pearls; on finding one pearl of great value, he went and sold all that he had and bought it." (Matthew 13:45-46)

When I heard these words of Jesus, which continue a set of parables that many of us heard this past Sunday in worship, one question forms in my mind: How do you know when you've found "The One"?

Do you know what I mean?  Even keeping the literal imagery of pearls from Jesus' story, how would know you had found "The One" right pearl that was worth selling everything from your list of assets in order to buy it?  How would you know, after having browsed the wares of other dealers in other marketplaces, or after seeking for pearls yourself among the oysters, or traveling to some distant bazaar in search of rare treasures, how would you truly know that this one, the one right in front of you, is the one worthying of emptying your wallet and closing out your bank accounts in order to possess it?

I'll be the first to admit that I don't know much about pearls and how to choose the best ones, but I do know what it is like to ask the question, "How will I know this is the right... (house, job, person to marry) to choose?" My guess is that you do, too.  You may well have looked at several options for a house to live in, touring the choices, looking at school districts or tax rates, comparing resale values or convenient access to shopping, and had to decide, "Which one is the right one for me?"  After all, when you are looking for a home, chances are that choosing one means not choosing all the other options.  To say "YES" to House A means you are saying "NO" to Houses B through H on your list of candidates.  Or when you are looking for a college to attend, a job to accept, or a location for your business, you go through a similar kind of discernment. And you will likely ask yourself, "How do I know which is the right one to pick?"

And of course, anyone who has been in a serious romantic relationship, or even thought about being in a relationship, at some point asks, "How will I know this is 'The One' for me?"  In 1964, Betty Everett offered her approach to an answer: "If you want to know if he loves you so, it's in his kiss... (shoop shoop)." Other people might say, "You know you've found the right person when you can picture yourself growing old together." Maybe, it's "the person you can't live without." Or, like Billy Crystal says it in When Harry Met Sally... "When you find the person you want to spend the rest of your life with, you want the rest of your life to begin as soon as possible."  Find the person who does that, and you know you've got "The One," according to Harry's logic.  Implicit in the question seems to be an awareness, though, that when you have found "The One," you are also letting go of having the same kind of relationship with other possible candidates.  Marrying one person typically means, as the old vows go, "forsaking all others."  There is, in other words, a cost to choosing someone to be "The One." At the very least, it typically means you are not building your life with other romantic interests.

So maybe you and I haven't ever been pearl merchants before, but chances are that we do know what it's like to wonder how we will know "the right one" to choose in some other area, from vocation to residence to romance.  We know that sometimes the simple act of choosing one means letting go of all the other options. 

And I think that sheds some important light on the way Jesus talks about the kingdom of heaven here in this parable--and about the costs we might incur by spending our lives walking the Jesus way.  There is indeed a cost to following Jesus, as we even noted in yesterday's devotion with the similar parable about the man who buys the field with the buried treasure in it.  But in this similar story, you get the sense that somehow this particular pearl merchant knows, the moment he finds "The One," that this one is special.  Somehow, when you know that you've found The One you've been looking for all along, it doesn't bother you at all to know that you aren't buying any of the other pearls on sale behind the jewelry counter.  To choose the pearl of great price might mean you can't also purchase the ruby in the corner display or the emerald and topaz earrings in the window, but none of that matters, because you have found what you were looking for.  The cost is an opportunity-cost--that is, by choosing A you are not choosing B.  But if A was what you were looking for, then you would gladly forgo any of the other options around, because you've found the think you were seeking!

In the same vein, I don't know anybody who has fallen in love who then pouts at the thought of getting to be with the person they love rather than someone else; when you love someone, you are glad to be with them, after all!  I think that's the sense in which Jesus speaks of the cost of seeking the Reign of God.  It's like falling in love--and when you have fallen in love, you realize at some point that this is the person you are going to be spending your life with, as opposed to someone else or in some other life.  That is a cost, in a sense, and yet it is one you would gladly pay, because you've found the one who you want to spend your life with.  In a similar way, to discover the beauty of the kingdom way of life means realizing it comes at a cost: living by Jesus' pattern of unconditional love, grace toward the lowly, mercy for stinkers, generosity toward others, and welcome for strangers means you are giving up other ways of spending your life: ones centered on greed, animosity, and fear, for example.  Choosing one rules out the others, and yes, that can feel like a cost.  But it is also the life that really is life--it's like knowing you have found "The One."

That's it: in Jesus, we have found "The One" we were looking for, even if we didn't realize we were looking or know ahead of time how we would know. And when it does actually dawn on us that we have been embraced by the love we needed, we will gladly quit running down all the other dead-ends that were never going to fulfill us. Call it a cost if you like, but I think it is more honest to say it's like realizing that, because you've found The One you want to spend the rest of your life with, you now want the rest of your life to begin as soon as possible.

And indeed, the life Jesus gives us, the one we call "eternal," begins now.

Lord Jesus, help us to see what we have found in you and to gladly spend our lives walking with you in the world.

All In--July 29, 2026

All In--July 29, 2026

[Jesus said:] “The kingdom of heaven is like treasure hidden in a field, which a man found and reburied; then in his joy he goes and sells all that he has and buys that field." (Matthew 13:44)

I used to think that Jesus was only saying that it's worth any cost to get to participate in God's kingdom.  But after all these years, perhaps with fresh ears, I am hearing something else... something more.

I don't think that the earlier interpretation was wrong, per se.  It is certainly true that being a part of God's Reign and Jesus' beloved community are worth whatever other sacrifices, losses, or challenges we might endure.  And to be sure, Jesus does often talk to his disciples about "counting the cost" in advance of following in his footsteps. He unabashedly tells some would-be followers that they need to first sell all their possessions, give the money to the poor, and then come and follow him. He regularly mentions that being his disciples could mean losing relationships with our families, being ridiculed by our neighbors or persecuted by the Respectable Religious Leaders, or getting labeled as a threat by the political powers of the day.  He says quite plainly that if we want to follow him, we'll need to be ready to "take up the cross daily"--a phrase that certainly resonated with the shame of execution at the hands of the Empire when Jesus said it.  

And yet, as Jesus also often points out, for whatever we might risk by following him, we are also given what the apostle Paul calls, "more than we can ask or imagine." The point at which we lay down our lives in love following Jesus is the very same point at which we find our lives and discover that God has held onto them beyond the grip of death.  Like Dietrich Bohoeffer put it so powerfully during the era of the Third Reich in his well-known book, The Cost of Discipleship, "Grace is costly because it costs a man his life, and it is grace because it gives a man the only true life."

So, yes, definitely, Jesus does tell his followers that being his disciple is something like selling all your possessions in order to buy the field that has a secret buried treasure in it.  It is both costly and worth the cost, according to a wide variety of passages in the Gospels. And we would be selling a counterfeit gospel if we didn't make both halves of that statement clear: yes, following Jesus means a profound and radical reordering of what matters in our lives, and that will almost certainly mean letting go of things we used to think mattered (money, status, power, reputation, among others). And also yes, letting go of those things actually brings us closer to "the life that really is life" as 1 Timothy puts it.  Both are true, and as disciples of Jesus, we are constantly dared to stake our lives on the pair of them at the same time. Yes, yes, and yes, to all that.

But let me also suggest another truth implied by Jesus' thought experiment here about the man who buys the field with the treasure: this is also a picture of God's choice to lose everything for the sake of redeeming... us.  

Let me say that again, just to make sure the point is clear.  I don't think Jesus is only talking about what it could or might or likely will cost us to follow him (and why it's still worth it after all). I think Jesus is also saying that God knows it will cost everything--even the life of the Beloved on the cross--in order to redeem us, and yet God is willing to give it all up in order to restore us and bring us back home.  No matter the cost, God is all in.

And lest you think I'm making this all up out of whole cloth, consider how often Jesus talks about his own awareness that he is headed to the cross.  Jesus never talks to his disciples about what costs they might face for following him with the logically prior statement that Jesus is going to be paying those same costs himself first.  He tells his disciples that he has come to lay down his life "as a ransom for many," and that only by being lifted up on the cross will he "draw all people to myself."  He describes himself as being like a grain of wheat that is buried and broken open when it is planted in the ground, in order to bring forth a harvest of many more grains.  

The rest of the New Testament also points in this direction.  Paul, for example, will talk about how God in Christ chose to empty himself in becoming human, suffering death like us, "even death on a cross." Paul will also talk about Jesus as the one who "became poor that we might become rich in him."  And because Christians have confessed from the beginning that Jesus is the fullness of God in a human life, then what Jesus does... God does.  What Jesus suffers, God suffers.  What Jesus bears as a cost, God bears as a cost.  

In other words, before we even get to talking about the sacrifices we might be expected to endure for following Jesus, the Gospel's claim is that God already chose to lose everything--even God's own life, at the cross--for the sake of having us.  We are not only the man who sells everything to buy a field with a buried treasure; we are the treasure for which God was willing to lose everything else in order to claim us.  God went all in... for us.

I think this is an appropriate way to understand this parable of Jesus, in addition to hearing it as a call to us to count the cost of discipleship, because of the way Jesus begins this parable.  As with so many of his little vignettes and stories, this one begins, "The kingdom of heaven is like..."  In other words, Jesus is telling us a story about how God reigns, how God runs the world, and what sort of priorities are set in the Yahweh Administration.  We are so quick to turn Jesus' stories into morality plays about our behavior or fables about what we have to do to get into heaven, but Jesus himself seems to think his stories are less about our actions and more about God's.  They are less about moral lessons and more about God's surprising way of ruling the universe.  And over and over again in Jesus' stories, we see God, not as a tyrant or emperor amassing vast wealth for himself, but more like a servant-leader who risks everything, who sweats in the toil of planting a field, who runs after the long-lost son, who leaves the ninety-nine sheep for the sake of one lost lamb, and who gives away a fortune to people who don't seem to have earned it.  God's way of reigning isn't about God getting "richer" but about God giving everything away for the sake of bringing us to life.  We are worth the cost to God, despite our unloveliness and frequent hard-heartedness, because God has decided we are.  God has made the reckless financial decision to sell all the real estate and liquidate the stock portfolio for the sake of buying the one plot of ground where we are, so that we can belong to God forever.   We are the treasure in God's eyes, as much as it is also true that God's kingdom itself is a treasure worth our sacrifice as well.

When you start from that point, everything changes, doesn't it?  When we start with the claim that God things you are so precious that God was willing to give up everything for your sake, and for the sake of the world, then yes, it makes perfect sense also for us to say back to God, "I will give my whole life back to you in loving response." God doesn't demand we lose what is valuable to us in order to test our commitment or prove our devotion. Rather, our willingness to lose whatever we might have to surrender is the second motion of a two-step dance that begins with God already losing everything for the sake of redeeming us first.  Our whole life of faith flows from God's choice first to redeem and save, no matter the cost--even when God knew the cost would be a cross.  We don't start with a requirement to prove to God how committed we are, but rather with the clear statement of what God has already done to reveal God's commitment to us first.

God is all in, so to speak, for the sake of having you.  You, dear one, are the treasure in the field.  Once that sinks in, how can we not be led to risk losing whatever it might cost for the sake of echoing that kind of love first shown to us?

Lord Jesus, remind us of the cost you have endured willingly and lovingly for our sake, so that we will be assured of our preciousness in your eyes, and will find the courage to lay our lives down in love for you as well.

Under-the-Radar Signs--July 28, 2026

Under-the-Radar Signs--July 28, 2026

Jesus told them another parable: "The kingdom of heaven is like yeast that a woman took and mixed in with three measures of flour until all of it was leavened." (Matthew 13:33)

The smallness is not a defect. The quietness is not a liability. The ordinariness is not a sign of unimportance, but of just how vital a thing can be to the miracle that is life in this world. These are the things Jesus chooses to describe how God's Reign permeates all of the universe--like yeast hidden in the flour that will become this evening's bread... like a tiny seed planted in the soil... like the unassuming labor of a someone farming or baking.

We tend to assume the loudest, the largest, or the showiest things are the most important. And, to be sure, when it comes to making bread, of course, the flour is essential, too. But in this parable which many of us heard this past Sunday in worship, the yeast does something amazing precisely in its smallness. It gives itself up to make the rest of the bread (all the non-yeast ingredients, like, say, those three measures of flour) more like itself. The yeast's self-surrender makes the bread into bread. And its smallness allows it to do that. Reverse the proportions, say, with three cups of yeast to one pinch of flour, and you would have a disaster, not dinner.

It seems important that Jesus chooses images like yeast to give us glimpses of how God's Reign operates in world. He is never sloppy with his illustrations; he never blurts out an analogy only to have to re-think it later. So if he is intentional in his storytelling, that means the smallness and the quietness are not only purposeful choices in his parable, but that they are purposeful on God's part, too. It means that God chooses to reign in the world in quiet ways. It means that God's ego does not need to be the showiest, or the flashiest, or the loudest... it means that God is willing to work without getting credit for it--that the work itself is worth doing, regardless of whether we properly applaud God for the labor. A farmer, after all, keeps planting the crops even if the neighbors don't give a standing ovation--the work is worth doing, because the family and neighborhood need to be fed. The woman who heads the household bakes the family's bread even when she is taken for granted by the family and the kids just assume there will be food for their bellies, and she does it, without waiting for praise, because she loves them and wills what is good for them.

The smallness of the yeast, and the quietness of the mixing, these are the choices God makes as well in reigning over the universe. And maybe that even changes our assumptions about what it means to "reign." If we assume that leadership requires loud boasting or showy pageantry, we'll miss the point of what it means to talk about God's kind of reign or kingdom. But a farmer is clearly the "leader" who orders and directs things in the farm, and the Mama of the house is clearly charged with being the head of her household, and yet they do their work behind the scenes. Their leadership does not require saluting nor fanfare, but rather looks like self-giving love, love that is secure and confident enough in itself that it does not need constant approval from others.

And this is the key, Jesus says, to how God rules the universe. God is not at all like the arrogant Caesars whose images were carved all around the world during the days of Jesus. Nor does the Almighty need buildings built in God's honor, monuments erected for God's glory, or God's name chiseled in stone. God rules more like yeast quietly mixed into the flour in order to give itself away that all may be fed.  It turns out, according to Jesus, that God continues to provide for the life of all creation--like a farmer planting the food his family and friends will eat at harvest, or like a matriarch of the household baking quietly in the early morning--simply because of God's love and care for all the world. This is what God's reign looks like: not the flashy, brutal spectacle of the Roman Empire, but the way a mother heads up her household by making decisions and doing the work to feed her children. It is strong, without being coercive. It is leadership without arrogance. It is vital work without needing to be loud or noticeable.

This is how God runs the world. And if we will be people of this God, then, we are free from needing to make ourselves look tough or strong or powerful or to get fanfare for the good work to which we are called. We can simply do the good things we are made for, just because they are worth doing, and because we love the people for whom we do them. We can spend the time, the energy, and the attention today, just because the world God loves needs our labor... so that all may be fed.

You bear the under-the-radar signs of God's reign into the world today. Let your mere presence in the world be a reflection of God's goodness. And whether anybody knows to give you credit or praise for it, let your presence in the world make a difference for good today. That's what the Kingdom is all about.

O God, work for good in your world in us and through us today.

Birds in Our Branches--July 27, 2026

Birds in Our Branches--July 27, 2026

[Jesus] put before [the crowds] another parable: “The kingdom of heaven is like a mustard seed that someone took and sowed in his field; it is the smallest of all the seeds, but when it has grown it is the greatest of shrubs and becomes a tree, so that the birds of the air come and make nests in its branches.” (Matthew 13:31-32)

There are plenty of mornings I'd rather stay in bed--all day if possible--rather than get up, get cleaned up, get dressed, and go to work. Sleep is comfortable that way.

And, yes, there are surely plenty of days when I can see something looming on my calendar--an uncomfortable conversation I'll have to have in a meeting, or a difficult visit, or a tedious task that I wish I could ignore--and I would rather look for an excuse not to go, not to meet, not to do the difficult thing. Procrastination is comfortable that way, too.

I will also gladly concede that I am lucky enough that my kind of employment doesn't pay me based on the hours I have punched in on a time-clock, so it would be all too easy to convince myself that bailing out on work, or playing hooky from time to time, would have no negative consequences on my paycheck. That temptation is all too comfortable as well.

But I am learning something from Jesus about shrubberies--like, say, a mustard bush--that is reinforcing for me why I don't blow off work. See, as Jesus tells it, maybe the mustard plant isn't just putting in its time growing and blossoming in a field somewhere for its own sake--maybe it's there for the sake of giving shelter to birds. And maybe I'm not just here on earth for my own entertainment or good times, and maybe my job is more than just a way of paying for dinners out and making car payments. Maybe my reason for showing up in life isn't all about me--maybe I'm here just as much for the sake of others whose lives are made better by what I bring to the world. And maybe that's what you're here for, too--maybe all of us are mustard bushes whose existence makes a home for birds looking for a nest in the shade.

I've got to be honest with you. For a lot of my life, I only heard this parable as a sort of lesson that "small starts can have big conclusions," since Jesus starts off his object lesson focusing on the small size of a mustard seed. But the more I think about it, the more I realize the importance of the the end of the scene: Jesus doesn't just say, "And the shrub grows large even though it started small. The End." After all, bigger isn't necessarily better in life (despite the insistence to the contrary of the Super-Size option at the drive through window). No, Jesus doesn't just assume that more is always better, or that larger things are inherently more successful than smaller ones. Rather, Jesus sees the growth of his imaginary mustard bush in the service of a wider purpose: the bush doesn't just grow larger for its own sake, but for the sake of giving shelter to birds.

In a similar way, oncologists will remind us that a glob of cells that just keeps growing larger and larger isn't necessarily a sign of health--it may be a tumor. The difference between cancer and regular human growth is that my body's cells grow and multiply for the purpose of serving the whole body, while a cancer only grows for its own sake while slowly killing the rest of me. That's not what impresses Jesus about the mustard plant--he sees that its existence is always about more than itself. When a mustard plant is doing its "job"--being a mustard plant--it is able to give itself away more fully for other parts of creation, like, say, some vulnerable birds looking for a place to safely lay their eggs.

And that, I am coming to see, is true in our work lives as well. It is really easy to see our jobs as just a means toward the end of having more money--money which is either necessary for paying our bills and keeping a roof over our head, or money that we treat as "disposable" for fun stuff, rock concerts, weekend getaways, technological toys, or home improvement projects. But I think that misses something essential about the purpose of our work, whether paid or volunteer, whether entry-level or top-tier manager, whether minimum-wage or six-figure salaries: we show up for the sake of the people whose lives can make a difference in, not simply for our own sake. Frederick Buechner once famously wrote that "the place God calls you to is the place where your deep gladness and the world's deep hunger meet," which is a way of saying that our labor isn't just about being well-paid or enjoying our jobs, but about doing something that the world around us needs to have done. If your job makes you a lot of money, but you are doing something that doesn't actually improve anybody's life or, metaphorically speaking, create nesting space for vulnerable birds, you're missing the point of life.

And then, for a moment assuming that you can see something meaningful in the work you do, the reason to keep showing up at that job, on the easy days and on the hard ones, too, is not just "because I might get caught or punished or fired if I play hooky," but "because what I do makes a difference in someone else's life." It's because other people count on us to do what we do--not just bosses or managers or HR reps, but the people we serve in whatever kind of work we do.

So on those days when the voice at the back of my head sounds particularly tempting as it says, "Skip out early today..." or "Just don't come in, and do something fun for yourself instead--no one will notice!" I get a new picture in my head, thanks to Jesus. I picture a big ol' shrubbery, doing what God has called it to do simply by continuing to thrive so that birds can make nests in its branches. And if even a humble weed of a plant like a mustard bush fulfills a role for the sake of other living things in God's creation, then my presence in the world can be a gift for the sake of others around me.

You matter. What you do--paid or unpaid, public and prestigious or humble and unseen--matters. You have the capacity to create a refuge for birds in your branches. You have the capacity to do what you do with the love of God for people whom God loves--even if you never learn their names and they never know yours. You have the calling to keep showing up in a culture that is constantly flaking out and letting us down, because there are people who are counting on your gifts, your ability, your presence, and your time to make their world brighter.

On the days when there's not much else persuasive enough to get me out of the insular comfort of staying in bed, that's what gets me to put my feet on the floor in the morning of a new day. That's what keeps me driving in to work rather than sneaking to the movie theater or skipping out early (or for that matter, getting drunk off the clock either, since the people who rely on me need me to be able to function when I show up, too). The question isn't "Could I get away with it?" or "How much would anybody really notice if I blew off work for today?" but rather, "Who are the birds that might need me to offer my branches for shelter--and does it matter to them if I show up today?"

Yeah--it does.

Go and be the blessing to others today, in whatever capacity given to you, right where God has planted you.

Lord Jesus, give us a deeper awareness of our purpose for the sake of others today, and let us see the beauty and dignity you give to our callings.