Breaking the Old Pattern--May 1, 2023
Sunday, April 30, 2023
Breaking the Old Pattern--May 1, 2023
Breaking the Old Pattern--May 1, 2023
Thursday, April 27, 2023
The Currency of God—April 28, 2023
The Currency of God—April 28, 2023
Wednesday, April 26, 2023
So... What Next?--April 27, 2023
Tuesday, April 25, 2023
From Before the Beginning--April 26, 2023
From Before the Beginning--April 26, 2023
"[Christ] was destined before the foundation of the world, but was revealed at the end of the ages for your sake. Through him you have come to trust in God, who raised him from the dead and gave him glory, so that your faith and hope are set on God." [1 Peter 1:20-21]
Before God said, "Let there be light," God had already decided to set aside our sins and not to hold them against us. From the instant creation began, God was already committed to setting us free from the power of sin and death, even before we had gotten around to getting ourselves entangled in their grip. And when the Big Bang itself was still only a gleam in the eye of the Divine, God knew the worst we would do and forgave it all in advance through Christ. The ransom was pre-paid, so to speak.
To take that idea seriously--that God knew what we would do and was prepared to go to a cross for us in Christ from the foundation of the world--is really kind of mind-blowing. We have to stretch our imaginations to conceive of God's existence "before" there was a thing called "time," so a time before time... or perhaps outside of the way we experience chronology. And the idea that God, whose Being is outside of time as well, knew even prior to our existence how we would break God's heart, harm one another, and wreck God's creation, and still went ahead with making the universe and loving us unconditionally? That is just more than our brains can bear. Imagining God existing outside of time and space strains our ways of thinking like reading about Einstein's theory of relativity and string theory and black holes and quantum mechanics.
And yet... in a way, it is so utterly simple and relatable, too, that it makes perfect sense. When my daughter comes to me, having calmed down from an outburst earlier in the day, and says, "Dad, I'm sorry--do you forgive me?" my answer is always, "Yes, I have forgiven you already." In a sense, to be a parent is to make the choice to forgive the meanest words, the most hurtful actions, and the gravest wrongs our children can commit against us, even before they have done them. From the first night they are laid in their cradles and cribs, you make the commitment to love your children unconditionally and to be a safe place for them to land, risking that they might make terrible choices or break your heart repeatedly. And you forgive it all in advance, just as our parents did for us when we were still in diapers... and just as God has done from before that first flash of light when darkness gave way to dawn.
That is simply the way unconditional love works--that is part of what makes it unconditional, after all. There will certainly be mess-ups, and there will need to be correction when those mess-ups happen. But the choice to love means the choice from the beginning not to let those mess-ups be the last word with the beloved. God's kind of love sees the heartache in advance, rather like any parent can see in advance that the innocent faces of infants will grow up into mouthy teenagers who will hurl cruel words, or lie to their parents, or get themselves into trouble and need to be bailed out. And love chooses to endure the pain of it anyway, not to hold those future wrongs against the beloved [even though we know they are inevitable], and still to remain committed to us. That is the way God loves us, every instant of our lives, and indeed from beyond time itself in eternity.
So let's be clear about the story we tell: the Christian gospel is NOT that after God made the world and we sinned, God had to then decide if we were worthy of saving until Jesus came along and persuaded God to accept his death instead of ours. No--God never needed persuading. The choice to love us, even if it came through a cross, was made from before the beginning, and God decided not to hold our worst actions or choices against us, but rather to set us free from being trapped in them.
I wonder what would happen if we saw one another as people who are so fiercely loved. It wouldn't excuse the rottenness we do to one another and perpetrate against each other, but it would remind us that our worst is never the last thing to be said about us. God's determination to redeem us from the foundation of the world means that God has gone through with loving and liberating us even knowing our worst actions--and yet that God wouldn't let that be the end. It's not that the wounds we all inflict on one another [and which others have inflicted on us] are insignificant--it is that God refuses to let them be the end of any of our stories, and God has been committed to that promise from the beginning.
At least part of what that means is that none of us is reducible to our worst actions or biggest mistake, and that God has been forever committed to loving us despite our greatest and gravest sins. It is worth remembering that before any of us writes someone off forever as beyond forgiveness--ours or God's.
After all, God has decided that you and I are never beyond forgiveness, either. I suppose that means nobody can really "fall from grace," because grace is the word for God's commitment from the foundation of the world to catch us even before we've begun to teeter, and God's refusal to let the fact of our failures prevent God's hand from swooping underneath to bear us up.
What if we treated everyone we met as someone so pre-emptively loved by God? And what if we had the confidence of knowing we are so loved as well?
Lord God, enable us to believe your promise to love us and your commitment to redeem us even in advance of the heartbreak we cause you.
Monday, April 24, 2023
Bailed Out--April 25, 2023
Sunday, April 23, 2023
The Compassion Is The Point--April 24, 2023
The Compassion Is The Point--April 24, 2023
Thursday, April 20, 2023
God's Standing Invitation--April 21, 2023
But this isn't a sentencing. These people, who do have blood on their hands for their actual participation in Jesus' death, are not being excluded from grace, but invited into it. Peter mentions what they are all complicit it, not to damn them in despair, but expressly for the purpose of saying, "I know you are the very ones who called for Jesus' death, but the life he now makes possible is for you, too." It's as if to say, "I know the worst you've got on your record, and it doesn't change things. The offer still stands."
Wednesday, April 19, 2023
"Tickled"—April 20, 2023
"Tickled"—April 20, 2023
Tuesday, April 18, 2023
There Is No Ticket Counter--April 19, 2023
There Is No Ticket Counter--April 19, 2023
Monday, April 17, 2023
The Chain-Reaction of Grace--April 18, 2023
The Chain-Reaction of Grace--April 18, 2023
"When [the risen Jesus] had said this, he breathed on them and said to them, 'Receive the Holy Spirit. If you forgive the sins of any, they are forgiven them; if you retain the sins of any, they are retained'." [John 20:22-23]
This is nothing short of a new creation.
In an echo of the Genesis story where God makes the first human out of the dust of the ground like a potter fashioning clay, and then breathes into the lifeless body of earth [in Hebrew "adamah"] to bring Adam to life, Jesus now shows up among his lifeless, hopeless, aimless followers, and breathes on them the very Spirit of God [again, just like in the Genesis creation storytelling] so that they come to life again. The risen Jesus now raises others around him to life out of their deathliness, like resurrection is contagious when he's around. He breathes into them like the Creator at the beginning, and all of a sudden, everything is new.
And did you catch what Jesus says immediately after breathing out the Spirit onto his disciples? The mission to speak forgiveness anywhere and everywhere. Once again, the resurrection of Jesus makes possible a new start, not just for Jesus... and now it's clear that it's not just for Jesus' inner circle of followers, either. Wherever Jesus' followers go, they are sent with the same Spirit and empowered to declare the same forgiveness that Jesus spoke to a band of disciples in that locked room. And, as we've talked about already in this story, Jesus' very presence there in the room communicated grace to those disciples. Rather than coming for vengeance to settle a score with the disciples for having abandoned and denied him on the night of his arrest, Jesus declared from the outset that he had come in peace and was not holding their failures against them. Jesus' presence spoke forgiveness for the disciples, and so it makes perfect sense that he now calls them to pass along that forgiveness to whomever they encounter. If the risen Jesus isn't holding the disciples' wrongs against them, then our calling includes releasing people from the baggage of guilt they've been carrying around, too. It's really all the same motion, spreading outward in all directions like ripples in a pond or a shockwave when a bomb goes off. It's just that where Jesus sets things into motion, nothing gets destroyed, but rather creation begins anew.
In a sense, none of this should be surprising to us. After all, we borrow the pattern of Jesus' words in prayer on a pretty regular basis, and in the familiar cadences of what we call The Lord's Prayer, we ask for forgiveness in the same breath that we own our own calling to forgive others. That idea--that God's forgiveness of us is inseparable from our calling to forgive others--is woven throughout Jesus' teaching, parables, and instruction to his followers, too. But here in the locked room of Easter evening, it's helpful to see this as something life-giving rather than burdensome.
I'll be honest--sometimes, when I pray those words on Sundays, "Forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us," it can feel ominous, like God is likely to reinstate my sins and cancel my forgiveness if I hold a grudge. It can feel like the process has to start with me and my capacity to forgive someone else that then earns God's forgiveness of me. But as we hear Jesus' commission to his disciples here in this scene, it's clear [if it weren't already] that it's God's forgiveness that sets the chain-reaction of grace moving, and that our calling to declare others forgiven is simply carrying the momentum that Jesus has already begun. In other words, God's forgiveness of us isn't contingent on how well I forgive others, but just the opposite--God's already-declared forgiveness of me empowers me and frees me to declare God's forgiveness to others. Because God isn't holding my failures against me, I'm freed to tell others that God's forgiveness frees them as well... and then they are set loose to do the same everywhere they go.
So, wherever you and I go today, how might we communicate that grace to the people around us? When we find people still worn down and weary from carrying all the baggage of their life stories, how might we take Jesus at his word and tell people, "You are free--you are forgiven?" And how might a little bit of God's new creation take shape when we do?
Lord Jesus, bring us to life out of our deathly despair again as you breathe your gracious Spirit into us again today.
Coming in Peace--April 17, 2023
Coming in Peace--April 17, 2023
"When it was evening on that day, the first day of the week, and the doors of the house where the disciples had met were locked for fear of the Judeans, Jesus came and stood among them and said, 'Peace be with you.' After he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side. Then the disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord. Jesus said to them again, 'Peace be with you. As the Father has sent me, so I send you'." [John 20:19-21]
You know the scene--it's been played out in some form or another in a hundred variations on TV and movies. The spacecraft ominously hovers over the ground, while tense music plays in the background. The army has cordoned off the landing zone, and representatives of Earth's leaders [or just of the country where the ship lands] stand at the ready, flanked by soldiers and s to greet whoever--or whatever--disembarks from the flying saucer. Then, often with a hiss of steam or smoke, and a flash of lights, the strange silhouettes of alien visitors emerge, and then proceed down a landing ramp onto the ground.
And in the span of time between the arrival of the alien craft and the moment of first contact, the question just hangs there in the air: why have they come? Are they here to conquer? To exterminate? To broker an alliance? To use us as guinea pigs or collect us as specimens? Could they be reliable if they say they have come with good will? And then, classically, the alien delegates say [sometimes sincerely, and sometimes with ulterior motives], "We come in peace."
There's something of that same tension for the frightened band of Jesus' disciples on that first Easter evening, isn't there? They are already afraid of what the outside powers might do to them if they were found out. The disciples had seen the horror of what the brutal Roman army, the ruthless religious police, and the bloodthirsty lynch mob could do when they laid hands on Jesus. And so, of course, they were afraid of going out of doors and being caught themselves--they could end up on crosses just as easily. But beyond that fear is a deeper, more ominous anxiety, because they have heard the rumors by Sunday evening that Jesus is alive again. They just don't know what to expect from a resurrected Jesus.
After all, the disciples all remember how they had left things with Jesus, in the last moments they were all together. While a handful of the women in Jesus' circle stayed with him at the cross, Jesus' hand-picked group of twelve had all abandoned him, despite insisting that they would all face death before denying him. Some had just slipped away into the night out of fear when the police and the mob came for him in the garden, and some [ahem, Peter, the "rock" of the church] outright denied even knowing him. They had literally left Jesus hanging, and many of them had either implicitly or explicitly said they had nothing to do with Jesus--and then he died. So now that there are rumblings that the tomb was empty and Jesus is on the loose, there's got to be some of that sci-fi alien visitor movie vibe in the room when Jesus just appears out of nowhere, through locked doors, to find them. Why has he come? What does he want from them? Is he angry for their betrayal and abandonment? Has he come for revenge?
With all of that in mind, it makes perfect sense then that Jesus' first words to these fearful disciples is to say, "Peace be with you." It's not just a throwaway greeting. It's not a scornful, "Where WERE you guys when I needed you?" There's no scolding, "Didn't you believe me when I said I would rise from the dead?" And there is no hint at all of, "You thought you could hide from ME, did you? Well, I've come to settle a score..." Rather, Jesus says, reliably and emphatically, "I come in peace."
The risen Jesus' first impulse when coming face to face with the whole group of his gathered disciples is to assure them that he's not holding their past failures against them--and he never did. Jesus does not weaponize the past, but lets it go. In other words, resurrection and release from guilt go hand in hand. Jesus doesn't rise from the dead in order to get revenge on his faithless disciples [or his murderers], but rather announces that he has come to give them peace.
And almost as if to make sure they didn't miss it or dismiss it as a perfunctory greeting, Jesus says it again: "Peace be with you." He makes it clear that not even their fearful abandonment of Jesus when things were at their darkest will exclude them now from his community, his new life, or his peace. And if even that can't get you kicked out of Christ's grace, I can't imagine what any of us can do or say [or fail to do or say] that could exceed the limits of his reconciling presence. All of this is to say that the resurrection of Jesus is what assures us that God's love in Christ will not let go of us and will not hold our past against us. God's kind of love just doesn't hold onto our mess-ups that way, and the risen Jesus brings no resentments inside that locked room on Easter evening.
Taking that seriously in our lives will set us free, too. It means there need be no fear that Jesus has come to zap us like an invading space alien in a movie. There is no plot twist that he's really out to get us, and there are no shoes waiting to drop. Jesus has left our past failures behind, and he's not bringing them up any longer. Instead, he comes in peace.
For so many people around us, all they've heard from Respectable Religious people is to be afraid that God is going to zap them for all their past, present, and future wrongs, unless the adequately go through whatever steps or jump through whatever hoops they have in mind when they talk about "repentance." Did you pray the right prayer, did you do enough to show God you are serious about changing your ways? Did you mean the apology sincerely enough? Did you believe hard enough in Jesus? Jesus' disciples in the locked room do none of those things, and Jesus doesn't even wait around to be invited into the room, or into their hearts. He comes in and announces peace and forgiveness first, knowing that's the first step to getting them to unlock the door and head out into the world with the same message.
So for you and me today, our calling is much the same--to dare to trust what Jesus says to us, and then to help other people to know what Jesus makes clear from the first words out of his mouth: he comes in peace.
Lord Jesus, enable us to trust your promise of peace and forgiveness, so that we can pass it along to everyone around us, too.
Thursday, April 13, 2023
God in the Hands of Angry Sinners--April 14, 2023
God in the Hands of Angry Sinners--April 14, 2023