What God Brings to the Table--August 30, 2018
“You were dead through
the trespasses and sins in which you once lived, following the course of this
world, following the ruler of the power of the air, the spirit that is now at
work among those who are disobedient.” (Ephesians 2:1-2)
Dead is a strong word.
It is, like a handful of other words in this
life—words like promise, never, always, hopeless,
or love—not to be misused, spoken lightly, or ignored. Do not use the word dead unless you
mean, all the way, completely, no fakin’,
no mistakin’, dead.
“Sick,” you can throw around willy-nilly—it
will work for a case of the sniffles or terminal cancer. “Weak,” you can apply to a wide variety of
people or things. Even “sinking” and
“fading” and “drowning” leave a little ambiguity—the swimmer might just get a
second wind and pull himself to shore or grab hold of the life-preserver
floating beside him.
But dead allows no such wiggle
room. In the words of The Princess Bride’s Miracle Max,
“There’s a big difference between mostly
dead and all dead.” Dead means the door is closed, no foot
in the way. Dead means the
deceased cannot do anything anymore
for him or herself—not watering the petunias, not folding the laundry, not breathing
on your own, and not even reaching for a rope that’s thrown to you.
"Dead" means we bring nothing to the table, as it were, in the grand divine potluck.
Now, this might seem to be belaboring a point,
but I want us to be clear about the way that Ephesians describes our condition
before God got a hold of us. Paul
doesn’t say that we were sick in our
sins, but could conceivably get better on our own with enough bed-rest and
spiritual orange-juice. Paul doesn’t say
we were merely weak and just needed
some spiritual muscle-building in order to become strong enough to pull ourselves
up to God like a chin-up bar. Paul
doesn’t say we were just stuck in the road and needing a kick-start. And you know what—Paul doesn’t even say that
we are like a drowning man in the water who reaches out to grab a
life-preserver to be rescued.
Paul says we were dead.
In other words, on our own, we couldn’t grab the life-preserver. On our own, we couldn’t accept the offer of a free gift of help. On our own, we couldn’t reach out and ask Jesus for help. Dead people can’t ask or accept or reach.
This is an uncomfortable truth for us, because
we don’t like hearing the idea that we didn’t have something to do with our
salvation. We like to think that we had
to bring something to the table to
make it happen. Maybe not the main course... maybe not the fabulous cupcakes, or even the deviled eggs, but at least something, right? Maybe the carrots and celery sticks? But the word "dead" insists otherwise. We don't even bring our empty hands--we can't even plop our selves up to the buffet by our own power.
We tell ourselves (and
often, religious people tell others, thinking this is the “good news”) that you
have to do something to kick-start
God’s involvement in our lives—e.g., we pray the right prayer first, we invite
Jesus into our hearts first, we clean our lives up first, or we achieve a certain
level of moral behavior first. And so we
imagine that in the story of salvation, we are like swimmers sinking in the sea, who
at least were smart enough to shout for help to Jesus at the wheel of his
rescue ship and grab a hold of the life-preserver he throws us. We would like
to think that God awards us this
thing called salvation on the basis of our having done, or at least decided,
something for our part that leads God to save us.
But that’s not what dead people do. Dead people can’t grab a life-preserver. They can’t even ask for it.
Paul pushes the point this far, insisting that
we are not merely sick in sin or drowning in sin, but that we were dead
in our sins. And Paul does that to make
it clear just how amazing grace really is.
We didn’t do a thing to get
this gift called salvation. We certainly
didn’t swim to shore ourselves, and we didn’t even get a hold of a
life-preserver. We were dead in the
water, and God scooped us up and resuscitated us. God didn’t wait around for us to get
it figured out first. God didn’t wait
for us to be able to diagram it or explain it. God didn’t wait for us to ask
for the help first, either. God did for
us the only thing God can do with a dead person—God raised us.
It is scary to hear all of this, because it
reminds us that we are not in control of this thing called grace. We can’t
command it. We can’t limit it. We can’t say it has expired. We can’t set up fake hurdles for other people
to jump first in order to be eligible for it.
And we can’t imagine that we have earned it by our own good deeds, pious
devotion, winning smiles, or charming personalities. To hear today’s verses from Ephesians rightly
means that we come face to face with the fact that we bring nothing to the table that we could use
to earn or buy or win God’s saving, but only our deadness.
Robert Farrar Capon puts it this way, with his
usual provocative clarity: “Jesus came to raise the dead. Not to reform the reformable, not
to improve the improvable... As long as you're struggling like the Pharisee
to be alive in your own eyes -- and to the precise degree that your struggles
are for what is holy, just and good -- you will resent the apparent
indifference to your pains that God shows in making the effortlessness of death
the touchstone of your justification. Only when you're finally able, with the
publican, to admit that you're dead will you be able to stop balking at grace.”
So, if somebody
religious ever asks you, the way certain religious somebodies do, “If you were
to die tonight and to stand before the judgment seat of God, and he asked you,
‘Why should I let you into my heaven?’, what would you say?” the answer cannot
be, “Because I grabbed the life-preserver God threw me after I asked.” We cannot say, "Well, God provided the meat and potatoes, but at least I brought these celery sticks of my good intentions to the table." And it cannot even be, “Because I was bright
enough to invite Jesus into my heart,” either.
Paul says we were dead. And as the saying goes, dead men tell no
tales… because dead men don’t do anything. All they can do is be raised. All Lazarus can do is receive resurrection. All you and I bring to the table with God is
our spiritual deadness. And what God
brings to the table—despite our love for control and the illusion of
earning—what God brings to the table for each of us, is everything.
Let that sink in today,
and see if you don’t break into praise and thanks.
Lord God, raise up what is dead in us, and enable us to let
go of control so that we can recognize you have saved us without our earning
it.
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